1 month~~~

today is the first month mark of the start of my uni life. this four weeks alot happens to me.. being far away from home makes me thinks alot too...

life are hetic sometimes with classes from morning str8 till evening... i accually envys those who dun have 8am classes... cuz i have it every single day... =(

classes some are fun and just refreshing back wat we learned before... but some i can just vomit blood cuz i dunno wat the lect is talking about... lucky dat i have coursemates to accually explain it for me.

wat can i say about my uni life??? i felt more comfortable and happier when i am in the faculty!!! bad thing accually.. cuz i spend more time in hostel... =(

my roommate was ok.. just we dun talk much... havent reach the umph of talking alot... o shud i say i cant accually be very close with in relationship friends.. unless we were fren before the opposite gender relantionship starts... my other roommate is a indian senior.. dun talk much too.. cuz she is always not in room and whenever she is in room, she is sleeping.. haix... hope dis condition will change.. i dun wan to be like the room is just a place for us to sleep.. dat will be very very bad...

hostel accually have alot of activities.. but i cant push myself to know new frens... i am like a weirdo.. i sortta warm up very very slow and i need ppl to approach me first. I HATE MYSELF seriously.... most of the chinese here have their gangs and best fren already. and its quite weird for me to accually join into their gang?? i hope this changes very soon too... hope i can know more ppl in the coming programmes and projects.. i dun wan to stay in the room all the time.. =((
u all maybe curious... didnt i meet frens i can talk to?? YES... i have... we are in the same faculty... i know her during the orientation... very outgoing girl... TOO BAD... she doesnt stay in hostel anymore... shoot me please....

argh!!!! i dun like dis type of uni life... y do i have to be so unsporting whenever i am in a new environment... i really really really hope all this bad thing changes all at once.... bla bla bla bla... i will take the blame for everything dat happen... i have to admit dat i was in a comfort zone all this while and this is the first time i leave that zone... meeting new ppl, making new frens... hope i can find frens who can joke wif me like during ns time... keeping my fingers crossed... hope to have some good news when i come back here soon....

p/s: i am finally 20!!! one thing i forgot to do on dat day... i wanna wish myself a happy belated birthday... all the best to me... <3<3<3